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friday is cool coz the next day is Sat.. but i have school from 8.30 to 6.30 tml.. that sucks man! haha.. going back to school on sat.. for one whole day! haha..

today is cool. woke up kinda late. was practicing my guitar last night till kinda late, maybe 2 am… haha… look at my dark eye circles.. getting worse by the days. haha.. i don care! i think i do! haha… so contradicting ahz… oh well.. that’s just me =)

had lunch with Sean. Sakae.. was good.. haha.. ate alot of sushi! very very full la.. i beat him flat down. looks like i’m a big eater ahz.. haha.. i know.. already well trained in Penang! haha.. wanted to go for bowling, which i’m not good in.. lucky din have enough time for that. if not i would have embarrassed myself fully.. *phew*

went to his college after lunch.. Stansfield UNiversity. it was so cool that.. donno what discussion room.. haha.. there is sofa, even osim massage chair.. haha.. really feel like sleeping.. haha.. we chatted abit then a lecturer was giving some "remedial" class or sth.. free LAW lesson ahz.. aha.. but i don understand a thing. haha.. all i know was that the lecturer was good! haha..

it was a great day.. just chilling out, chatting and getting to know one another =)

gym was better! body combat! my favourite! haha.. a good workout after a good meal.. nice combo ah! haha.. kinda tired. must rest early coz tml have to wake up at 7! no choice. i believe this seminar is good for me, that’s why i agreed to turn up! haha.. Yeahz!

i hate it when my mum’s nagging at me! haha.. looks like i’m really broke for this month. spent alot of money. haiz.. i think i’m going to lock myself from tml onwards! haha.. no more spending! Yeahz!

Bonsoir!

the penang trip was awesome! totally!

it’s not just the place, but my friends are totally great. i love them to bits! haha.. it’s was fun to go out with them.

i will never forget this trip, and adventure. haha.. i really wanna thank Benjaminm, Jamie, Joyce, Jason, Roche and Denny for making this holiday an unforgetable one. =)

day one… everyone was tired. we rented 2 cars, though had some troubles but still managed to get the cars for 5 days! haha..

the first stop was to the snake temple. it was coooooolll.. all the creepy slimy thing.. yucks! just give me the creeps la.. haha.. we saw a snake… python! really huge.. but she’s tame so she won eat me up for lunch! haha.. really scary. but i went in to take pic with her.

we had dinner and it was good. the food is nice and cheap! haha.. hotel room is very cool too! there is even archery. i tried. was fun but very tiring and bored! haha.. the hawker is sth like singapore’s "newton circus". just that the food there is so much better.. trust me.

the first night was the best! all of us drank Johnnie walker, Red label and were high! we sang songs, did silly things, especially Jason…. said what we are soooo not supposed to say! opss… haha.. it was just pure fun! haha.. i was high too man! haha.. drank kinda a lot.. evidence shows! hahaha… this is the best night of my life! better not say too much about our first night.. hahaha…

second day was very good too! we had breakfast at Pulau Tikus. Curry Mee is nice.. yUm Yum.. apom is the best la.. crunch crunch! haha.. cheap too! haha.. then we went to the beach to do water sports! haha.. Jason and i did para sailing together.. he’s scare of heights but when we are up there, we had a bird’s eye view of the whole island. it was very beatiful and fun! haha… i wanna do it again if i had the chance to! then we did banana boat. was a cool fast ride la.. lastly… was the jet ski! hahaha… it was so cool. like riding a motor cycle in the sea.. haha.. all these activities were my first time.. so it’s really an experience of a lifetime for me =)

we went back to hotel to chill after that.. sun tanning and play volleyball and swimming.. it’s really heaven there.. haha.. no hunks that’s all! haha.. then we visited the night market where we did our water sports. was so crowded and everything. alot of good things to buy… but very unfortunate, it was raining so most of them closed. din buy anything much. we just had to make our way back to hotel.

as for the 3rd day, i cant remember what we did. but brunch was good. had penang laksa and chendol… famous one somemore. ahaha.. Jamie sure knows where to get good food! hahah… after dinner, joyce and i went to the movies at Gurney Plaza. was cheap, only RM10.. Evan Almighty. haha.. nice crappy show.. but only 4 stars i guess.. haha.. bought some stuff from the plaza also.. both of us walked back to the hotel.. alone! around 11+ going to 12 plus i think.. was kinda scary. every car or bike that drove past will shout sth.. haha.. but we are calm.. just had to quicken our pace. haha.. oh.. almost forgot.. at the beach, Jason and Denny got to know this British gal who is really hot! haha.. they met them at the pub to show soccer even.. hahaha… really burnt!

4th day was tiring. went to sight seeing.. haha.. all 7 of us had to squeeze into the car coz Ben accidentally knocked the car and had to sent it for repair. kinda unlucky. but squeezing into one car is fun.. all of us crapping and stuff.. just very cramp! haha.. we went to Teh Lok Si, a very famous and old temple there.. it’s huge la. have to climb up hill somemore. haha.. prayed and donated some money then took pics.. i don remember buying anything there.. hahah.. worst! Roche dropped my camera and it’s spoilt. but i donno why, i don blame him la.. just a little heart ache coz got scratches here and there. going to the service centre to get it fix tml. hope it’s free of charge and i could get it done asap! haha..

then during the night, we went back to the night market.. this time is so much better.. got what i wanted.. sunglasses, slippers and some stuff la.. ahaha.. no rain and less people.. ahaha.. it’s our last night and i’m really worn out. feeling tired. then legs and hands had rashes.. so was rather itchy.. haha… took medicine and feeling drowsy.. bad man!

5th day, time to go back to johor.. Jamie’s auntie is so kind to invite us over for lunch. it was good. nice food. typically chinese food la. curry, prawns, vege and sambal chilli.. cool.. the chilli is so good. love it man! haha.. then Jamie brought us to try out the famous fried osyter. was good. sth you cant find in singapore. haha.. after that we still had time coz flight in the night, 9.50.. changed to 8.50. we went to shop in the Plaza again. bought my hair band which i took my eyes on. haha.. jason bought some clothes and for "her" as well.. i sure spent a lot! haha..

this is the best part. when we were travelling to airport, we missed a turn and we went all the way to the main island of Penang. haha.. it was around 7.30. so we thought we could make it back in time for our flight at 9.50. we drove as fast as we could across the bridge, hoping to find our way back. somemore it was dark already. very difficult to nagivate the roads. lucky we were smart.. ahah.. managed to find our way back! haha.. the bridge was at least 10 km la.. really scared the shit out of us. haha.. the best part is that the filght changed time to 8.50. we were really afraid that we would missed the plane. haha.. it was like amazing race. carried out luggage to check in and stuff.. running around.. haha.. in the end, we still had to wait for the plane.. queue.. hahaha.. it was a "phew" when we got into the plane.

tiring ahz.. running here and there. haha. slept throughout that 1 hour. was good. haha.. especially the landing part.. my favourite! haha.. it was rather late, about 10+ going 11. so we decided to stay over at ben’s house. safer to leave the next day… had supper. Ben’s 2 guard dogs are huge. haha.. they were cute though.. haha.. make me miss my puppy.. haha.. i slept early.. was really tired la. haha..

we got back to singapore the next afternnon.. this whole trip is amazing! i cant wait for the next one.. Vietnam! haha..

along the trips. we sang songs and made fun of one another… J’dore de amis!

Bonsoir!

today is so cool! so cool~

finally it’s end of exams… SOM paper is ok.. not too bad.. just hope to score well.. *cross my fingers*

after that went to shop with TRang, Sixian and Gdine! the shopping was ok only coz i din buy anything.. also, i was really hungry and cant wait to have dinner at Marina Bay.. steamboat! YumYUM!

it was really fun going out with them… talking and chilling around… the stove was really hot that the butter was splashing all around, hurting us! *oUch* the dinner is really great. spending time with my best friends… how nice and sweet could it be. oh.. it was really sweet of my friends to ask me to take care and stuff for my trip. no worries, i will take care of myself! remember, i go for body combat class! haha..

i’m actually kinda disappointed.. coz i remember charles said that after exams he would at least sms me… i knew he wouldn’t! i mean i’m really disappointed. i don hope for anymore things but i just thought he would keep his words.. but too bad.. he don… oh well.. maybe it’s better this way also la… right? to be frank, i don think of him anymore. i just got over him. hope he is still my friend.. but, i doubt so.. i really hope he is one who said something and keep his words. instead of just say for the sake of saying… forget about him!

i’m really excited coz i’m going to Malaysia with my classmates=) now i’m at roche’s house chilling out.. only drank 2 small mouths.. haha… cant drink well la.. Water is cool..

i really miss Trang.. tml she’s going back to vietnam.. will be missing Sixian and Trang and my friends so much too…. well.. the list goes on la.. especially my family. I know my brother is so kind enough to send me to roche’s house.. *Thank you* really appreciate it.. it’s like already 12.30 and he still willing to send me.. =)

i’m happy. bought Jaime to roche’s house. his mum is so so so cool.. was teaching denny to woo a gal.. haha… you see.. if only my mum is like that.. oh well.. my mum is good too

Jason and Roche thought me how to play 2 new songs.. i donno.. but i remember one is Zombie.. so cool! i must practice and not let them down! yeah! i am so determined already~

i just love my life now! really.. so cool and fun la…

oh by the way.. haiz… i have to pay $1000 for my vietnam trip. damn expensive la.. not much subsidise.. so sad la… my friends pay like only $300-600 and i pay a thousand bucks.. oh well.. donno why.. haha.. just accept it la.. maybe coz i ahve scholarships.. that’s why.. hhaha… i really hope to have fun in vietnam with my friends. i know i would.

my fingers are hurting right now. a little swollen le.. played my Jaime.. so cool.. he’s going on the trip with me.. my beloved! haha..

Take care my friends… see you then!

Bonsoir!

today’s paper was not as bad i as i thought it was until she came along… well.. my classmates would know who… haha.. but oh well, it’s over so no point dwelling over it. just to work hard for tml’s SOM paper. Last paper for this sem. i hope it gonna go well coz i really worked hard for them! Yeahz.. cant wait for the paper to be over.. you know why? coz it’s time for FUN!

after the paper, Trang, sixian, gdine and i going to "shop"… haa.. not for me. no money le. just need to get my card.. then we going to have steamboat at marina bay. celebration for after exams! so cool! cant wait for it to happen.. just in another 22 hours! haha..

the best part have yet to come.. it’s the malaysia trip! well.. it’s the first time i’m going on a holiday with my classmates and i seriously hope that it gonna be good. i know it would be! haha..

i’m already in my holiday mood so not much studying done. just hope tml’s paper would be just nice… really cant wait anymore!

Au revoir!

haha… Nick called me yesterday.. was kinda happy=) haha.. cant wait to go fishing with him.. i think it is so cool! haha… =)

tml is my SIS paper. well.. guess i’m actually prepared for the battle once again. just have to make sure i do really well. i know i would. *cross my fingers*

met up with a special friend earlier on. have early dinner at SIM canteen.. she’s one of my good friend when i was in sec 1 and 2. back then, we were from the same class and we always share things with one another. after that, we went to different class and din really chat that much anymore. i guess we just drifted apart since then…. but i’m really happy today that we managed to catch up with one another… really! i swear! her name is YEEWEN. she is a very nice person. always willing to sacrifice for others. i doubt i can be like her. that’s why i really cherish her as a friend. i really regret not keeping in touch with her for the past few years. maybe i should be more pro-active and ask her out. Hey gal! Play aracde ah.. reminds me of… you know who… hahaha…

it was really sweet of her to give me a present.. really thoughtful.. i really felt so bad because i din prepare anything for you. well.. i’ll surprise her the next time round. you know what.. she changed in terms of appearance but deep inside, she’s still as nice! i really missed the days when i was in lower secondary. =(

oh.. was talking about the present.. she gave me a box of sweets and a card. when i read the card, my eyes were watery and deep inside.. i felt really happy to know her. why? beacuse i know i can trust her and i hope she will trust me too…=) i told her that whenever i’m happy, i’ll eat the sweet… haha.. i am really very happy today.

it’s been a long time since i received such a wonderful present.. thank you so much for making my day!

*P.S* Yeewen.. please spare a thought for yourself too ok? don always only think for others. and you’ll always be my good friend! after when i’m back from Penang, we go play arcade.. challenge! haha..

Au revoir!

Rush hour 3 was a great movie. a show that cannot be missed. but oh well… i was expecting better.. haha… But Brad said that i’m laughing throughout. anyway, i cant remember anything so don ask me what’s the show like. i only know it’s funny! ahaha…

i had cheesecake just now at cafe cartel! so sad! why? coz i wanted to try the chicago cheesecake but they don have it. ended up having tiramisu… not nice! so, don go to cafe cartel.. secret recipe was better! much better! haha…

today is totally great coz i studied in school, catched up with Trang.. what’s most funny was that… haiz.. very funny la! i’ve  been mistaking someone as someone else.. for like 1 whole semester and it’s only now then i realized! Oh my God! haha.. i totally cant believe.. i’m that stupid. i know.

I have this bstats student named Crystal.. and i thought she’s chole right from the beginning coz i don remember seeing "crystal" on the name list. so i just took the easy way out. oh well… since then i’ve been calling her Chole until today when Ryan told me she’s actually crystal! haha.. i donno whether to believe anot but i guess it’s true coz everytime i call her Chole, they will laugh. but i just don understand why they din explain to me.. right from the beginning.. haha.. i’ve been such fool la.. to think i went the "extra mile" to help them with their modules! especially Ryan! that guy ahz… haha.. anyway.. they are very nice people.. my students! haha..

i hope tml would be a better day.. i know it would be! haha.. i’m meeting Yeewen at SIM for lunch.. been 3 years since i last saw her.  she’s my best friend when i was in sec 1 and 2.. after that we went to different class and ended up not as close as before. i really hope she’s doing well.. cant wait ti see her tml!

oh.. i must definitely study tml coz exam on wed.. cool! another 2 more papers to go!

Bonsoir!

yesterday really slept kinda "early", probably at 5? Nick called around 3.30am. haha.. yah.. talked about some stuffs. and i’m glad we managed to clear the "air"…

had to wake up early for swim! it’s been really a long time since i last swim. went to meet sixian at 10. woke up kinda late. almost couldn’t get out of bed. had to force myself. haha.. but i am so glad i went with her. we really swam! haha.. she wore a bikini and the water was really cold. even one of the swimming coach there said so. haha..

oh man! i’m sp proud of myself! i can actually swim for about 20 laps. of course, i did rest in between coz i’m no super woman! hehe.. the coach said i swam very fast for free style.. he totally made my day! haha… he was so tanned la.. typically swimming coach. truly remind me of my childhood.. i really enjoy myself when i was so much younger! feels so good.. not that it’s not good now, but not as nice as when i was a child.

i see the young kids learning to swim and stuff, with pyjamas.. haha.. so cute la.. i’m like them as well. i really love swimming when i was about 7 or 8.. used to pester my "mummy" to bring me to the pool and play with my cousins. my swimming instructor used t "drink" the swimming pool water and spilt out like a "fountain". he was totally so cool! just wondering how is he now… i think his name is Mr leong or sth. haha.. oh.. i really missed those days. but years passed and this never happened anymore=( oh well.. just glad that they are doing well! i love my cousins! Christina, Louis, Jackie and Jayson! *HUgs*

during, sixian always compare our skin colour.. haha.. keep asking if she had become tanner or not? is there any tann lines and etc.. haha.. she’s funny. i totally love her! but hey! i love my tann lines too! haha.. so cool! haha..

after that we went to "ta pao" breakfast and had bubble tea! Yum Yum. i finished my chocolate milk tea in less than 5 mins. haha.. can you imagine how nice it was? i guess i was just thirsty! haha..

it’s so nice hanging out with my darling. it would be even better if Trang and Geraldine were here.. oh well.. haha.. i believe that there is always a next time. at least i know i would make the effort to swim at least once a week after my Penang trip! yeahz! TRain for me 10km run also.. haha.. Please hope that i can make it!

was thinking of learning the survivor swimming course. haha.. just in case anyone drown i can save them. then the swimming coach also mentioned about some diving thing. wanted to do so, so long ago but never had the chance. well.. someday.. i know..

my brother was home. sixian said he’s good looking. haha..

while studying, not really studying but yeah.. Nick sms me to go suntec to collect a $200 poster with frame with him and to buy some "300" stuffs, also to pass him his stuff.. haha.. yup. i went, even though i’m tired coz i said i would accompany him. that helmet thing and sword was really cool.. but really expensive. some collector’s item or something. haha.. he can really spend money la! haha.. hmm… just hope that he can control and don always use retail theraphy yeahz? haha…

went home after that. kinda tired. really felt like sleeping. but suddenly hungry especially after mum called to asked what i wann eat. haha.. so have to wait for my parents to bring the food back. haha.. it’s been a long time since all 4 of us sat together and eat dinner.. kinda missed this kinda feeling. really. I LOVE MY FAMILY!

haha… oh by the way, Brandon asked me to write something about him. and guess what i’ll say? haha… he is…. haha.. very very… BAD!.. haha.. no la.. very good la.. always craping around! opps..

Bonsoir!

today.. was a very special day. at least to me…

morning was good. had my first paper, CRM. din have enough time. alhtough i completed the paper but if only i had extra 5 mins. i believe i would have done better!

after that went to gym. was superb! Body combat as usual. i really enjoyed my trip there everytime! thinking whether if i should continue or not. but the problem is cost and time. was just see how it goes.

then went home to get changed and stuff. watching fireworks with Nick. he had the tickets=) i am really so happy. the fireworks were great! and the person beside me as well. i really enjoyed my evening. i’ve never been so excited and happy before. can you imagine? hehehe.. it’s something really hard to describe using words. some things happened but it’s meant to be kept secret.. shhhHH… oh well. i really wanna thank Nick. *tHank you* and *HuGs*

something happened too. while, we were in Esplanade, queueing at the ATM outside the toilet, we met Charles and his classmates. hmm.. yah. it’s really funny and weird. so coincidental la! then his classmates saw us and we exchanged greetings. they were like talking to me, making me kinda stressed up. haha.. Interrogating me, why am i here and who am i with. then Nick somehow explained to them and stuff. But i was really happy to see them. din talk to Charles, just smiled and.. donno. weird la! But he’s really nice to ask how’s my hand and asked me to take care. Nick asked me if i would accept him again if he wants me back. i raised my voice and said "NO!"… oh well.. just see how it goes. really.

now i’m back home.. really feeling good. tml going swimming with Sixian then study~ haha.. i think i cant get to sleep…

bonsoir~

yup, was great studying with Joanne Ang today. although we were just classmates for IS in year 1, we are actually kinda close. for the past year, we have been studying together at Thomson Plaza KFC for exams. was really cool.

it’s been a long time since we chat with one another. and it was great catching up with her. we can typically chat with one another about anything! she updated me on her marketing stuffs and i updated her on my SM and love life stuff. haha.. we really talked more than we studied. haha.. was fun~ serious! haha…

when she told me about her stuffs, good and bad, i was really shocked! very shocked to know that "such things" happened in school. i was very much expecting it in the real world, real working world. 19 year old is the Youth peak and we should be enjoying ourselves. haha… oh well.. at least now i know who are friends and who are not =) i am glad i can trust her… HUgs!

what was more surprising! Charles sms-ed me! i am really surprised! he told me to take care of myself coz he saw my that bruised hand picture in friendster. I really din expect him to even sms me! haha..

yesterday, Brandon was like telling me his story and then he said he wouldn’t want to lose a friend because of a failed relationship. what he said really made so much sense! finally.. something he said made sense! haha.. opps…

i had really put the past behind us and wanna be friends with him. i thought for very long and decided to reply him. i said thank you told him to take care too. then i added on and said hope he enjoy being with "her". after that he din reply. then i thought of what Brad said again and i sms-ed him, "friends?". he replied saying that of course we are still friends stuff.. i am really glad things turned out this way. he has his life and i have mine so it’s really none of my business to know what’s happening to him. i just wanna know what my life is about.

a few days ago i was still thinking how did our relationship turned out to become like that.. strangers? then now, it turned around again. that’s good and i’m happier this way =) i really put the past behind us and hope that we can be good friends.

but sth more interesting happened today. well… nth much la! haha… really tired. i am so sure i’m gonna turn in at 10… or 11 today. wanna revise my CRM and then rest early for WAR tml!

i know i can do it. i have confidence=)

Bonsoir!

yup, it’s a tiring day. i think i slept kinda late last night.. probably at 2? hmm.. better rest more today.. i did!

had to be in school by 11 to meet Ryan and Chloe. they had some questions about stats again.. haha… well, i’m sure glad that they are so hardworking. haha.. i really wanna my students to do well in their exams. all the best ok? Huggies!

then self-studied in the library, CRM. met Ms Khoo to go through the past years papers. well, it’s not that tough after all i think. hopefully i can make it through. kinda disappointed with the integrated project marks. Mr Tan made a mistake. It’s CRM and SOM that we scored an A and SIS a B+. Oh well, it’s not that bad afterall.

After meeting her, went to meet Mr Tan regarding the SOM again. was freaking tired. really. actually wanna go to gym and relax but nahz. maybe on sat. i just wanna go home and sleep..ZzzzzZZzzz… well, i did!

however, my 2 hours sleep wasn’t that good. dreamt of donno what.. but was full of work! haha.. so couldn’t really sleep well. i must wake up and study my CRM as well. Tml i’m meeting Joanne Ang at Thomson plaza to study together. Last year, that’s what we’ve been doing and i really enjoy studying with her. although this Sem we are taking different modules coz of different specialization, we can still study together =) but frankly speaking, i dread going to the KFC there. Charles and i used to frequent that place. but it’s ok.

haha… very tired! feel like sleeping but cant get to bed. maybe i should really study. to be honest, i am really scare! oh dear… someone please console me and calm me down! haha… *Relax*….

yup.. feeling better already. the past few days had been really distracted and it’s time i get back to exams mode…

what’s more, i think on sat, going to Marina bay for dinner.. would be fun time again! wooo… okok… study! i know!

Take care! good luck to those who are mugging for their exams as well!